life sucks, shit happens

I know it's wrong, but fook the world.

Damn sian, why can't mum be more supportive, why must she meddle in everything when she says leave it to me. I am the one paying and I haven't make any decision. I am only answerable to what I do to myself and the government. Why pple like to ask why I do this why I do that. No of their business right! I do what I want as long as it don't kill, harm or blame someone right? No.... not right. Thats the problem with the entire fooking world.

Today got a farewell lunch and went to eat @ waruku. Darn it, duno which stupid fugger suggested to split the bill equally. I am sick and did not eat more than $11. Instead I am suppose to share and am billed with $31++. Not the worth right. I am here without bonus and am trying hard to save to cover for the lack of bonus. I am not like the rest. Shit the world who asked me go and buy handphone, buy desk top. As if I don't want like that. I want, but they are less important than saving up for wedding right. CCB to them.