life sucks, shit happens

I know it's wrong, but fook the world.

Damn sian, why can't mum be more supportive, why must she meddle in everything when she says leave it to me. I am the one paying and I haven't make any decision. I am only answerable to what I do to myself and the government. Why pple like to ask why I do this why I do that. No of their business right! I do what I want as long as it don't kill, harm or blame someone right? No.... not right. Thats the problem with the entire fooking world.

Today got a farewell lunch and went to eat @ waruku. Darn it, duno which stupid fugger suggested to split the bill equally. I am sick and did not eat more than $11. Instead I am suppose to share and am billed with $31++. Not the worth right. I am here without bonus and am trying hard to save to cover for the lack of bonus. I am not like the rest. Shit the world who asked me go and buy handphone, buy desk top. As if I don't want like that. I want, but they are less important than saving up for wedding right. CCB to them.

EQ not enough

Hai... Think must really read up on more EQ.
Sometimes wondering why do things happen, is it because I too particular or people are like shit...

Sian. Going to sleep after checking my company emails.
Good night.

2nd time on standby

This week I never bath enough. Standby kena so much thing.

Wah lao eh.... Duno why the pr interface not working. then must go down. thought bring it up liao then it will be ok. today then receive news that there are errors and may need to go change it. Then got the jr issue. some pple went down to do tuning for the signal and cause things to be down. then he went home and say not his business. instead say my equipment is the cause. went down troubleshoot and could not find any thing wrong with my things. yet the guy still dont want to go down check his things, keep on saying no complain from customer no need go down. another case is kolar went to do some config changes to router and cause the "brain" to die. think tonight must go down change "brain" liao. lucky got spare "brain". and now kena another stupid video issue. been there for months liao, then never pass over to my team. now kena me and the complain is quite stupid too... really ~!@#$%^&*() that fella. and not to miss out, today also went to change the cpu card for another place too.

lets hope i bath enough and smell nice now...

so much things to do

Time flies, so fast it is May 2008. Another year is going to be over as soon as we have realise it.
Yah, i am still without a van as per the last blog stated. Dont really care or give a damn if I am having it or not. I will just work and see how things turn out. if the management going to be such sucks at giving me what I need, then fuck it. No point in haggering over it. With or without I am going to work. But recently too many things happening. Wonder can I do anything about re-arranging my time.

I need to:

work
revamp resume, cover letter
look for flats
book appointments for A.D days
pray
ccna
forex
exercise

and more ....

how can I manage?
i shall think of a solution man.
sleepy now... gotta sleep after finishing ranma episode 12.