Been wondering: why I deserve to be alive and what is the purpose of me living.

I do not mean I want to die but rather what should I do with my life.
Should I be going after things that are the norm, should I spend time on getting the wants of my desires?

Anyway I have a conversation with Su just now after work.
As usual, talking crap and stuff.....

Me: Your stay with us is short hor.
Su: yah.

Me: It's fated. Maybe you just come to know us, then u leave after that.
Su: .... hahaha.

Me: So how come I still stucked here for so long, in this shit place. Hai....
Su: It's fated. Your purpose here is to wait for me to come.

Me: haha. fated ah. so hopefully u r the last one I have to wait.

Sometimes things are fated and sometimes we need to help push our luck a bit.
Right now I am trying hard to move. Not sure how long will the struggle to get out be. But I will put in effort and not to give up.

Never say die. Fight on.