purpose in life?

Actually we have been living for quite some time now (on earth). At least 20 years ba. Did you ever wonder why do u deserve to carry on living and breathing the oxygen, using the resources etc etc. Why why why? Do you deserve to be alive? So what difference does it makes to the world if u are alive or not.

By this I do not mean that you should go and die now lar. Rather, it would be nice to think what can you do and what shall you do to make urself a better person and the world a better place. Life's all about improvement right. Improvement doesn't mean that more high tech stuff, more money or what. But it simply means better management of resources. There's a phrase that I learn from Anthony Robbins: Usually, the resources are there. But it's just that whether do you know how to make the best use of them.

Humans most of the time do not know how to make the best of the situation they are in. Come to think of it, you must have grumbled, complain abt something. Did you ever ask urself: can I avoid this sucky situation in the first place. Most of the time, you can; if you manage ur resources better. Time is a resource that everyone have the same amount. So pls don not complain that it's not fair. Nothing is fair except the amount of time we have. Right now I will strive to make full use of time. Either be it I am sleeping or I am slacking. I will make sure my sleep is quality sleep. My slacking will relax my mind and help me think of how to be a better person.

There's no right or wrong in this world, but rather the perspective of indidviduals. I will try to rearrange my life slowly and make the best use of time and resources. This is what I wish to attain: living life to the fullest and making a difference to frens and strangers. Make their day as happy as mine.

Life's like a journey. All would like to go to nice places.

tired...

I am just very tired. I dunno can I find a solution or not. Never the less, I must sleep more. My performance at work is dropping. sleeping in 10 mins. hope tonight can sleep well

confirm i am fat... and impending danger

Just received the confirmation that I am fat. My mom says to sis: look at his legs.... Oh my oh my :(

So i decided to go for a jog. A short jog and I am glad that I did some sit ups. Hehe, feeling the stomach divided into 6 parts is good. But it only lasted a while, approximately 2 mins? Then I am back to normal fat again. Cannot cannot, must improve liao. IPPT still haven't clear.
Right now I try to avoid going to tea breaks. Moderate intake of food. Well colleagues must be surprised that I do not go to tea breaks anymore. There's a reason one.

Ok, divert a bit. There's a reason for everything. Recently i duno how did i offend one of my colleague. And the key point is that he's the one distributing the job. Right now I do not have tasks for days. I gotta beg him and bug him. Then today finally he issued a task. Ok great! But the problem is that the task is due today. I'm wondering is this on purpose? And the shit thing is that the distributor is one of those pple who looks kind and pple think he's kind. I think through my actions again and again. I really dunno what I did wrong. But point to mention is that never to judge anyone by looks. The kinder they look, the more dangerous they are.